Trying To Put Out My Dumpster Fire *********************************************************************************** Woah Gma...
* She used to do coke...like seriously??? She said it was her best friend and she enjoyed it * She used to do mescaline...which is like peyote * She used to do speed Smh. We learn new things all the time... ----------------- Gma: Have you ever tried coke? Phayth: Uhhh...nope. Gma: Its wonderful. Phayth: **Is this a fuckin joke?!** (thoughts) 12:47 am - Sunday, Jul. 03, 2011 *********************************************************************************** Oh My Darling Squishy
Im not tryin to be. It just is. Its weird and I know something is wrong with me. Its like I can *feel* my chemical imbalance. He doesnt believe in therapy or meds so hes always like you make it what you wanna be and you make it a good or bad day. He also doesnt get that I try. Oh how I try. And for the most part it works, just sometimes I stumble and I feel emotionally squishy and vulnerable. So it doesnt help at all that in these times he likes to pick at me because that just makes me spiral down a little further... But I will say today is a better day. I feel a little less squishy. 3:19 pm - Saturday, Jul. 02, 2011 *********************************************************************************** |
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