Trying To Put Out My Dumpster Fire *********************************************************************************** Warm N Fuzzys I just have to post this right quick cause its sooo cute... 'Ok. I wrote this for you see how u like it lol. ::ahem:: I know you worked hard and I know that you're pissed, but you don't need no dean's list to know that you're the shit. You're kind, compassionate and you have a good heart. You're gangsta and true and that's just for the start. So what I have to say is this in conclusion, is fuck that bitch cuz she's a loser. LOL! Feel better! =)' ~vxxen I got total warm n fuzzy feelings! 7:35 pm - Friday, Jun. 26, 2009 *********************************************************************************** Random Fillers Alrity...i cut my square habit down...snaps for phayth yay me! lol..was smokin like 8-12 a DAY like not even a mnth ago... Which was very costly n i know for a fact my lungs fuckin hated me... I now only smoke like 5...sometimes if that...a day...which is awesome so hopefully i can quit soooon... Eh...my bday is on sun...im broke...my mom is broke...the whole fam is broke... I. FUCKIN. HATE. STRESSIN. OVER. MONEY. Eh fuck that...i just hate bein broke n tryin to juggle everything... My school is bein fuckin stupid bout my fin. aide...like will u QUIT jerkin me round for ONCE n fuckin just file the paperwrk CORRECTLY...cnt even tell u how many times theyve called claimin they havent gotten this or that...bitch i fuckin turned ALL that shit n like a mnth ago...i remember cause i had to make TWO trips that day n wait n line FOREVER because i forgot a form... Skittles txted me the other day tlkin bout how 'we' got on the pres. list for school last semester... I wanted to cry...im so fuckin pissed that i did ALL that freakin wrk for her n i dnt get recongized...i didnt get a fancy letter or a pat on my back sayin i kicked ass last semester...i didnt have a teacher gush over my writin sayin she understood me n i write so fuckin awesome...n it just hurts cause i let her stupid ass take credit for all that shit when i shoulda let her lil ass flunk... My gpa n step gma are comin down tomorrow to visit n i guess to b here when i turn 20... Eh fuck me... Because i do not kno them n i find my gpa a whiny pain n the ass... *Sighs*...not lookin fwd to it... But with all this chaos round me i have a plan... *When i finally get my fin. aide for the fall term whatever i have left over i wanna give to cupcake so i can buy her damn car... *When my winter term comes i wanna use a bit of that money also to get a place of my own...time to move on... Only negative side bout that shit is seventeen wants to move n with me but that boy aint got a job n hes flaky as hell so i dnt really wanna but he told me hes comin with me no matter what... Joy... 11:29 pm - Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009 *********************************************************************************** Bitch Ass Neighbors Neighbors are bitches... My mom was friends with this woman whom i thought was a lil nutty...anyway like a wk ago all hell breaks loose... The friends daughter who is 19 left a message on facebook(of all things) to my mom tlkin bout how seven is at the park sayin bad wrds n he called her brother a bad wrd n shit... My mom is like they couldnt have called or came over? They live 4 blocks frm us...so she tries callin n they wnt pick up the phone...so she sends the daughter back a message like why are u tellin me this n why not ur mom n how come u guys couldnt have told me? So frm there it goes back n forth for bout a wk...the mom is callin our phone leavin voice messages that my moms a bitch n that shes such a horrible friend...the daughter is leavin messages on facebook tlkin bout how my moms kids are dirty n we're just a bunch of trash... Mind u we're not n futhermore this fam is goin broke because theyre tryin to 'impress the jones'...seriously they clearence shop at TJ Maxx so they can say they rock desginer clothes n they put theyre son n private school n other shit like that to look like they have it all but theyre goin broke tryin to prove it n they live on the wrong side of the street...the block theyre on is hot because of all the trap houses... So my mom bein all classy is pissed n says shes a christian n the daughter should stay n a childs place n if her mom had anythin to say then she should say it cause we dnt live that far away n that shes through with them... More calls on our voice mail callin my mom a bitch...then the daughter throws seventeen n it sayin that if they catch him smokin theyll call 911...the boy smokes blk n milds n since hes not quite legal yet they feel this is a threat... Seventeen jumps n2 n leaves a message on the daughters page through my moms name sayin he has no issues fightin a ho n he has pills for all those pill poppin bitches(which the mom n dad do often) n basically that this beef is squashed...like if theyre for real bout this shit walk the 4 blocks n say it to our face but we're over the cyber thing... My mom bein the woman she is yells at seventeen cause she didnt kno he did that til he posted it n then she calls the mom leaves a voicemail sayin shes srry for whatever part she had n this fight but now her son is involved n she wants to drop the whole thing... That was fri... Today the cops show up at our house...n they were comin to pick up seventeen because that fam pressed charges against him sayin theyre scared.... Aint that some shit say ur scared of the 17 yr old blk guy...yeah okay fuckers... N they told the cops that seventeen is on probabtion...which he aint anymore but he was because where we live it is illegal to carry a paintball gun or any lookalike guns around so his record shows possension of a toy gun...seriously... N the fam didnt show how they started this shit or what they said they just printed out what my mom said...so my mom gets on facebook n shows the cop everything n she had told the cop she stopped tlkin to them on fri... Surprise surprise the daughter left 4 new messages today on my moms facebook n the kicker is she left those messages the same time they called the cops... So the cop didnt get seventeen n went back to theyre house to have a tlk with them... Can not believe the fuckin neighbors we get round her...it always ends up some stupid summer drama cause they end up hatin or some shit on my mom or one of us n it ends up n a damn near block brawl...motherfuckers n because of all that my mom now wants to break her lease n move again...joy... 12:23 am - Monday, Jun. 22, 2009 *********************************************************************************** |
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