Trying To Put Out My Dumpster Fire
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Mournful Wishes(poem)
My feelings are deep The emotions still raw This intense longing I feel Why do I continue to think of you at all Thoughts are misplaced Words that were never spoken But now its too late And Im coated with a crumbling union If youve ever thought about me Crosses my mind Numerous times For you keep stumblin into mine My heart is fluttering Im in an emotional panic And I dont understand How you got so far under my skin That I still mourn The loss of not havin you by my side I wanted to make you my crutch To help me find me But Ive come to realize I have to do it myself Even as I say that I still wish for you to support me Why are you always the one I want But youll never be the one I can have Maybe you were the one ment for me But a 'maybe' is too much to hang on a wish So we'll just never know
8:51 pm - Saturday, Jun. 20, 2009
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Past Fuck Ups - Future Lessons
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