Trying To Put Out My Dumpster Fire *********************************************************************************** Toys N Peons Me n lemonhead have been tlkin...*sighs*...ppl are more n more upset bout wrk... The cowrker we cnt stand is gettin 40 hrs or close too a wk...but we're short hrs...the top sales ppl r only gettin 19 hrs a wk... Yeah the one we cnt stand is not a tops sales person but shes suckin up the hrs cuz for some fucked up reason shes oscars fave... Shes not even a fuckin ppl person... N neither is he... N theres me... If i do really well n kickass...i dnt get hrs... N if i dnt do shit...i still dnt get hrs... So sometimes i go in like why try...cuz its never good enough when i do my job n if i dnt im a loser...tlk bout fucked up...soooo us assiociates whom all managers keep treatin like peons...are fed the fuck up... Like seriously how come we cnt do fair scheduling? Its fair when oscars on vaycay...cuz someone else takes over...but no one wants to take it frm him when honestly thats not n his job...its for our head manager or hr... our hr has her head so far up her fuckin ass cuz she dnt know what the fuck shes doing...n all she does is whine... GROW THE FUCK UP GRN M&M... Shiiiit...n our head manager ernie is off n lala land n we feel hes butt buddies w/oscar... So yeah... No wonder everyone we fuckin hire quits... Fuck... 8:30 pm - Tuesday, May. 05, 2009 *********************************************************************************** Personality Quiz Results of Phaythles Ive been taking those personality quizes just for fun...i get curious to see if they can peg you... This one is frm the colorquiz...u pick out colors n shit... YOUR EXISTING SITUATION Needs excitement and constant stimulation. Willingly participates in activities that are thrilling and offer adventure. YOUR STRESS SOURCES "Looking to stand out in the crowd and wanting to keep her rank and status. her current situation is irritating her because she can't seem to find anybody out there who values the same high standards she does. she is feeling isolated and wants to give in to her carnal urges, but can't bring herself to appear weak in the eyes of others. Wants others to see her unique qualities and character but can't stand to come off as needy, so instead she has an ""I don't care"" attitude and pushing people away. she turns her back on those who criticizes her behavior, but beneath her indifference is a person who is in desperate need of approval." YOUR RESTRAINED CHARACTERISTICS Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation. "Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult." "Feels she is not receiving her fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. she keeps her emotions bottled up, leaving her quick to take offense to small things. she tries to make the best of her situation." YOUR DESIRED OBJECTIVE "Is very intense person who seeks excitement and sexual stimulation. Wants others to see her as an exciting and interesting person, who is also charming and can easily influence others. Uses her charm to increase her chances of success and gain other people's trust." YOUR ACTUAL PROBLEM "Enjoys making new plans and goals, but needs to be respected and admired for the things she accomplishes." YOUR ACTUAL PROBLEM #2 "Is disappointed and let down, feels there is no point in making new goals as they will leave her feeling the same way. Looking for friendly, pleasant relationships with others, who will further develop her intellect. Feels her current relationships are empty and holding her back. Reacting with an intense desire to become involved in various activities aimed at achieving her goals."
Then I took one frm learnmyself: You generally see others as selfish, devious, and sometimes potentially dangerous. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.
Then I took a 3rd quiz...cnt remember frm where: Type: ENFJ(i have no idea what that means) People of this type tend to be: friendly, outgoing, and enthusiastic; affectionate articulate, and tactful; highly empathetic but easily hurt; creative and original; decisive and passionately opinionated, productive, organized, and responsible. The most important thing to ENFJs is their relationships, and the opportunity to communicate and connect with others.
5:16 pm - Tuesday, May. 05, 2009 *********************************************************************************** Wrk N Yeah... I so been kickin ass the last few days i wrked...i mean ive been tlkin alot...but...ive got numbers to back my ass up n im gettin more hrs..FINALLY...i would soo love to move out my mothers house...just sayin... Life on the home front...is alrity...up n down at best...which it always is this time of the yr...frm here til bout july/aug we will have issues...dnt kno why...it just happens every yr...which is probably why i never look fwd to my bday(june 28th) because of all the drama n the last time it was celebrated i turned 14... *sighs* see what happens... Today I bought bubby(my 2 yr old brother) some elmo bubble bath...kid goes through bubbles like no other n he LOVES elmo...haha...even though since he was a few mnths old ive been tryin to get him to love cookie monster cuz i luv him n elmo can sometimes b overrated...lol... Sevens lil friend is over n he asked me how old i was...lol...seven gasped n was like thats tacky! u dnt ask a woman how old she is!I laughed so hard...but since i have no issue tlkin bout my age i was like its alrite...im 19..which his friend thought was old as hell...but...theyre 7 so w/e...haha... At wrk today we were all annoyed with the cowrker no one can stand(i keep mentionin her but the only nickname i can think of is bitch...but i luv to cuss a lot soooo...that cnt b it)...ugh she pissed me off...i was doin slightly better than her so she was tryin to push me round n b a bitch...but i dnt play those games n she knows she can only push me so far before i snap n fuck her up... Me n Peppermint stick played rock paper scissors to see which one of us had to go n cover her lunch...we played 2/3 n i won hands down...oh yeah...whos the best? Lol... Ive decided I really REALLY love my cowrkers...they have taken it upon themselves to make sure i get more hrs...they think its fucked up how manager b/oscar does the scheduling n i keep gettin screwed...so theyre givin me their shifts n theyre tlkin how good im doin w/numbers n shit...n if wrk tries to call em n they either wnt answer the phone so wrk will eventually call me n ill get the shift or theyll answer the phone n tell wrk to call me...i was only posed to wrk 1 day this wk n now i got 3...im like awww ya'll rock... Now if only we can get some eye candy...lol...its surprisingly hard to get cute guys to wrk at a toy store...or if we do get eye candy they end up leaving...so now the store is FULL of fuckin females...which can lead to a lot of fuckin drama...n we need to hire a few more ppl so we're all keepin our fingers crossed for cute guys...lmao... 3:45 pm - Tuesday, May. 05, 2009 *********************************************************************************** |
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