Trying To Put Out My Dumpster Fire *********************************************************************************** Fuck Em All I hate my fuckin life...i had to return my nano...and im so crushed...my family thinks im nuts cause ive round the house cryin... Im also fiendin for a damn square...but im more upset bout my ipod...i do everythin with that thing... *Sighs* My life blows and im such a pathetic loser for not gettin this shit together... And my mom wants me out by feb cause my brother just moved back in...and i refuse to live with him... Im just done...with everything and everyone...i cnt take it anymore...im crackin with all this stress... 5:38 pm - Wednesday, Dec. 02, 2009 *********************************************************************************** Mother Fuckers N Deadbeat Exs Midnight thoughts: * Men are fuckin assholes * My ex frm when I was 16 txted me today askin if we can be friends n sayin i need to eventually forgive him... * Im goin to fuck my sister up cause she gave him my damn number... * I cussed him out...he made me cry...he didnt know that... * I pushed him and all memories of him out my mind when i left him...i havent seen nor heard frm him n 3 yrs...which was cool...i could handle that...he throws my ass through a loop txtin me and sayin hes srry and he was such a fuckin asshole and nobody shouldve been treated the way i was... * Him admittin that ment i had to have a flashflood of fuckin memories come at me... * Him admitting that ment I could admit he hurt me... * Will I ever forgive him...maybe...forget that shit...ehhh...probably not... * Strangely though I was curious bout him...just cause he never really got to know me...and there were times(hella few) where he was cool...but it was mostly bullshit... * Then he goes and tells me that hes got court n dec for gettin this 16 yr old knocked up...and boy is there a story behind that one... * Hes like 22... * Wow have you really changed... * Also i hate to admit this shit but i believe wholeheartly that my mom is a fuckin whore... * Or is tryin to be one... * Shes got all these guys lined up...acts like shes annoyed...says she doesnt wanna be bothered...but secretly enjoys the attention... * Hangs out with like a different dude every wk til like 3am... * We werent doin anythin...we're just friends... * BULLSHIT * Every alarm in my head is goin off... * And it pisses me off when she gets annoyed and acts like she cnt be bother with her kids...especially the 2 yr old who doesnt kno no better so of course he wants his mama...and she gets all pissed like i have him all day and how come no one else will watch him and why he gotta act like this and blah blah blah... * Bitch hes yours...member fuckin that guy...and surprise we have nother baby... * I hate stupid females... 1:56 am - Wednesday, Nov. 25, 2009 *********************************************************************************** |
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